SageTarot Journal
Nine of Swords from the Rider–Waite–Smith tarot deck
ArcanaMinor
SuitSwords
ElementAir
AttributionMars in Gemini
9 of Swords

Nine of Swords

In shortThree in the morning, and it is all in your head.

Upright

anxietysleeplessnessdreadmental anguishthe 3am mind

This is anxiety, sleeplessness, guilt, and rehearsing disasters that mostly do not happen. The pain is entirely real. The card's quiet point is that the horror is in the room with you rather than out in the world.

Reversed

relieffears namedrecovery from anxietyisolation with it

Morning comes. Anxiety loosens its grip, a fear said out loud gets smaller, help finally gets asked for. Occasionally it means the distress is being carried completely in private, which makes it last longer. Either way, this card responds well to being told to someone.

In the pictureShe sits up in bed with her face in her hands; nine swords hang on the black wall behind her, not touching her. The quilt is embroidered with roses and zodiac signs — the ordinary world, still there. Carved on the bed: one figure defeating another.

The turn

Say the fear out loud to one person. It is much smaller outside your head.